I don't need to change myself to please society

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Some people should really learn this.
It's not all crap on 9gag you know. :) haha

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''Remember that the Christian life is one of action; not of speech and daydreams. Let there be few words and many deeds, and let them be done well.''


- St. Vincent Pallotti


This has always been one of my favourites growing up. My sunday school teacher always recited this, because that was what she believed in. It's true. What's the point of talking and reciting scriptures and not practicing it in daily life? It's better to be quiet and show Him through  your acts rather than being a motormouth believing you're there. "shrug" Sure you can fool yourself and everyone around you, but you can't fool Him. Because He sees. 


And I always remind myself that. That it's alright because He sees and He knows. :) That is what's so comforting about Him. I believe God is loving, caring and forgiving. Sure, he is a man of principles, but as long as you're always wanting to go to Him, He'll always receive you. 


Was doing some reading up on peer pressure. Read on true life stories, that led to youngsters resorting to self harming and suicide as a way of escaping. That saddens me that they don't realise how precious life is, and that the fear they feel from all the pressure can be solved in so many ways. Sometimes it's not easy, no, but it's not impossible. 


Thinking of changing my Autism topic to Peer Pressure. Maybe. Will see. 


Just realise it's almost 4a.m. o.o GAHHHH. GOODNIGHT!

Ohhh bythewayyyy, my dad bought me a new laptoppp! 
Because well, I sorta ruined my current Compaq. The screen is loose and it'll cost RM550 just to fix it, and that to with no warranty. So dad thought, well perhaps he'd just get me a new one since this laptop is three years old.

Note, I didn't ask him for a new laptop. He just got me one. :)

Meet another baby of mine that I've yet to meet :P SONY VAIO E SERIES. 

Ta-da. It's apparently the latest one, with the diamond texture and all. Not really a fan of it because it reminds me of reptiles, CROCODILES specifically. And it really looks better in pink though. But dad got HIS favourite colour which is black haha.. 

Ohhh well, not gonna complainnnn. :):) I would've loved any laptop he would've gotten for me. But I would never expected a VAIO. WHYYY PA WHHHYYY? :p :) THANKYOUU. (sent him a thank you text. the way I was feeling I wanted to send him TONS but I was afraid he'd start thinking 'why this girl so excited?' and then not give me my laptop..yeah my dad works that way. o.o'') 

Exam in less than three weeks. GEARUPDARSHHHH!

Have I told you

I'm a skyscraper? 

:) 

My awesome weekend :)

So I did something I wouldn't normally do last week. And I really hope no one in my family reads this. o.o hahaha.

Last thursday, I took a bus to KL and stayed over at Vi's place. When I was suppose to be in Kedah. No, I am not proud of lying to my family but Vi bought me tickets to go see Avril Lavigne and never in a million years would my parents allow me (because it's at night and they're extremely protective). So I did what I had to do. I sneaked. *gasps*

Here are the pictures!

Thursday (16th February 2012) :

My camera and I! First time holding it. That's kinda obvious seeing 

I have NO IDEA how to hold it. o.o

THANKYOUVIFORTHECAMERAAA:D

After fooling around with the camera, Vi studied while I watched a movie with Steve Carell in it. I think it's called Crazy Stupid Love. It's really sweet. :) Then we slept.

Friday (17th February 2012) :

Vi went off for her exam while I went to see Hevind. He picked me up, Niki joined us, and then we picked Vi up and they dropped us off at One Utama. (All the pictures of this are with Hev. dang.) Oh, Hev's a great driver. Something that I wish I am. :P haha.. THANKYOUHEVFORTHEVALENTINEGIFTS. I love the bracelette and the books. FOUR books. Can't wait to read them! Thankyousomuchh :') 

Then Vi and I shopped at One Utama, and then we ate at Fish & Co. I love the lights there, they were gorgeous. :) 

Vi smiling cutely. Innocentfacemuch? haha

Ignore the candidshotface. Look at the light behind! :)

Then we shopped some more and I got my very first manicure. It was very painful. =.='' I don't know how Karunya yearns for it. :O At one point while they were massaging my hands, they cracked my knuckles (I NEVER DO THAT) and that was when I decided, that I would never do manicure again. The pain wasn't worth it.

But then I saw the aftermath of a manicure. My nails aren't my nails, if you get what I mean. So mmhhhh hahahahaha.. 

Ta-da. Picked a colour that I never had on before, just for the fun of it.

This was on the train on the way back to Vi's place. It was midnight. 

Never have I been out on my own with Vi that late before. Kinda scared me a bit. 

Saturday (18th February 2012) :

Woke up around 12pm, showered, went to Midv, had lunch, Bought food and went to Stadium Merdeka 2 hours before the gates were opened. We were three hours early for the concert. So we lined up. And wala-

First pic :The crowd lining up in front of us

Second pic : The crowd behind us

Notice that we're so close to the entry gate? Yea, we're awesome hahaha :)

 Vi's cool outfit. This is currently her facebook profile picture :P haha

Us excited about our 'passes' :) 

 Our distance from Avril. So close yet so far. :) haha

 It then rained and we bought raincoats. TA-DA.

I have no idea what's with us and peace signs haha

It was dark and we played with the torchlight for a while
(the concert hasn't started yet laaa)

After the concert, the crowd scattering off like ants.

The stage. Again, loved the lights!

We then went back to Vi's place (it was close to 12pm), put on our Avril t-shirts and took more pictures! 

Thanks for the wonderful adventure everyone! :) 

I'm happy to be back at home. But sad cause I'm leaving to go back to Aimst tomorrow. Not fair, why must they schedule my MUET exam on thursday. WHYYY T.T 

AIMST

I really love this picture of AIMST.
Yes, there are days like this. :)

Arghhhhhhh!! :D

VIVIAN GOT ME A POLAROID CAMERA FOR VALENTINES!!!!

I've always wanted a polaroid camera..this is so cool :) And it's so cuteee. I still haven't seen it yet because it's with her now and I'm all the way in AIMST in the jungle in Kedah at upnorth AHHHHHHHHHHHH :D

Fujifilm instax mini 7
Yeap that's my baby ;)

THANKS VI!! :D SO AWESOMEEE. AHHH :D
I love you :)
And no not because of the camera. I still love you even if you didn't get this for me. :P but yayyy haha :)
I'm sooo exciteddddd. :D
Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou

Where Do Broken Hearts Go?

( Vi took this picture of me when I woke up)

I'm sorry. And thank you.

People tell me they can't feel that I love them.
Or care for them.

Even though I deeply do. Very much.
They tell me they can't feel me.

So I try.
They tell me they can't feel me.

I try harder.
They can't feel anything.

I try even harder.
Doesn't make much of a difference.

I guess there's something wrong with me.
Thanks for pointing it out everybody..

;)