Reading all the new year's posts on Facebook made me realise how I don't feel much about it. It's just another day, another year of the many years to come. It's a fixed cycle (unless another 'apocalypse' comes up) and because it is inevitable, I feel so indifferent about it.
But I have to agree with the start of the new year, there is just this enormous feeling of hope. Hope for better things, hope for change. I guess it's because of the whole 'NEW'. Everyone's posting new years resolution and I can also recall having posted mine on this blog the last new year. Haven't accomplished much from THOSE resolutions but have experienced much more.
I really want this year to be different. Something about turning 21 this year marks a huge transition. It isn't like any other age, but this is significant. No, wait, every age is significant. I don't know, turning 21 is just special. No, not the birthday party or the 'key'. More like the beginning of adulthood. The twenties.
So I really want 2013 to be different. But then again, I wished that for 2012 too. And 2011.
Okay, I should really stop contradicting myself.
I will try my best to make this year count.
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