30th April 2011

An aunt of mine just passed away. Didn't really knew her. All I remember was that my grandma always mentioned her whenever I get sick.

''You don't take care of yourself, you're going to get worst! Like you know, your aunt____ .......''

Yeah, I usually block out the lecture. ==

But yesterday when I found out, I wondered if it was to do with her sickness. And indeed, it did.

She always had difficulty in breathing, especially when she eats or drinks something that she shouldn't. Like me.

However, one morning, she woke up, and she could not breathe.

She left behind an infant. A baby girl, of just a few months old.

I think I've got to start taking care of myself.

May her soul rest in peace.

Sick?

Went to see the doctor and was told that my tonsils have ulcer and that my bronchus is affected with dontknowwhat which affects its constriction which affects my breathing. Can't eat oily, spicy, fried, hot , cold and sweet. Pretty much have been eating bread and soup with the occasionally rice here and there (broke the rules). The doc gave me TONS of meds. There's one which increases my heart rate and makes my hand shake. So I had trouble writing these pass few days :/ And the medicines..well, finished them. And I'm still not well yet.


Going to the hospital this weekend ! :(