DRAMA. DRAMA. DRAMA.
The fun, the fights, the rumors, the gossips, the heartbreaks, the tears, the friendship, the laughters.
It's crazy.
And it scares me, that studies are right now not the main focus of my life.
No, it really is. It is the main focus, it's the distractions I guess.
And getting into dramas, are not the kind of person I am.
Its a totally different environment, that's for sure.
I can honestly tell you, that you guys will love watching us. THAT's how DRAMATIC we are. I don't think I'm dramatic though, but hanging out with dramatic people sorta get you there, don't you think? Like Jenny & Dan, and how they got involved.
I can't blog about what's going on/happened because
1) Too public
2) I'll let Gossip Girl do her job ;)
Yes, we have a ''gossipgirl'' in our bunch too. And yes, she has a blog. Good luck finding it. ;)
A part of me is happy, because at the end of this journey, the beginning of another, I can look back at this and see much more..more than books and notes and exams.
''you know you love me,
xoxo, gossip girl. ;)''
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
RANDOM
I was in the study area and then I felt like I couldn't breathe. Seriously, my asthma is catching up on me. =.= Then I went out and sat for a while, staring at the greens and the lake when I heard bells. I look up.
Saw this cute 3 year old girl dancing around by herself. She had anklets on her ankle and I'm guessing she loves hearing the bells. She keeps stomping her feet, pause for a bit (seemed like she was 'DIGESTING' the sound) then she giggles to herself.
Surprisingly, there were no one else around. It seemed like she was there by herself. I thought it odd, but decided to just watch her. She kept giggling to herself, and it was so cute.
Sure enough, around 15 minutes later, some girl came and carried her. She's an aimst student but ..yeah ive no idea how they're related. The kid started moaning, pointing to the ground, indicating she wanted to walk instead. I'm guessing she wasn't bored of the bells yet.
The elder girl refused to put her down..and what made me smile like crazy was that the little girl, the cute kiddo, eventhough she was being carried, she started swinging her feet at every direction she could. She could still hear the bells.
Aww. :)
Saw this cute 3 year old girl dancing around by herself. She had anklets on her ankle and I'm guessing she loves hearing the bells. She keeps stomping her feet, pause for a bit (seemed like she was 'DIGESTING' the sound) then she giggles to herself.
Surprisingly, there were no one else around. It seemed like she was there by herself. I thought it odd, but decided to just watch her. She kept giggling to herself, and it was so cute.
Sure enough, around 15 minutes later, some girl came and carried her. She's an aimst student but ..yeah ive no idea how they're related. The kid started moaning, pointing to the ground, indicating she wanted to walk instead. I'm guessing she wasn't bored of the bells yet.
The elder girl refused to put her down..and what made me smile like crazy was that the little girl, the cute kiddo, eventhough she was being carried, she started swinging her feet at every direction she could. She could still hear the bells.
Aww. :)
Sunday, September 11, 2011
When you're with someone SUPERSKINNY
You look SUPERFAT. :p
superskinny =.=
I love this t-shirt :D Bought it at TESCO KEDAH :p
Went to the clinic because I couldn't take coughing so much. Guess what? I'm getting my asthma back! =.= NOT HAPPY AT ALL. Tons of meds to take. :(
superskinny =.=
I love this t-shirt :D Bought it at TESCO KEDAH :p
Went to the clinic because I couldn't take coughing so much. Guess what? I'm getting my asthma back! =.= NOT HAPPY AT ALL. Tons of meds to take. :(
I know I look happy. But that's because it rained. :)Heartbreaks
The other day I was sitting and talking to Sugentha when Vi messaged. I was halfway replying the text when Sugentha went all ''Ooooo your boyfriend??'' .. Me ''Um, nope=.= Vivian :)'' .. She - ''Yeah but don't lie I know you have a boyfrienddddd'' .. me ''Err ..no lahhhhh'' .. she '' Don't lie laaa pandi. You so prettyyyy and girly girl sure many guys like you. Not like mee.. So saddd ahhh :(''
The conversation went on to how I explained to her how awesome she is and her denying it.
Sugentha is a really awesome person. She says the most randomest things that can literally crack me up until I had to sit down on the floor to stop myself from laughing, because my stomach hurts so much. She's really loving and caring, and very thoughtful too. Like, when I refused to eat because of *the F word*, she literally fed me. =.= When some of my friends left their plates at the cafe table and left, she didn't want to burden the cleanliness dude, so she took all the plates and put them at the wash section. Ain't she sweet? I couldn't help thinking about the way she feels.
But guys, well not ALL (ain't gonna stereotype cause I know a few wonderful guys) are so influenced by the mass media, about 'hot' and 'sexy'. My friends here told me that guys have that checklist, and that they wouldn't give the time of the day to someone who does not qualifies the list, as in, they won't think about them in that way.
I know the immaturity of this but it's sorta already been proven. I know tons of guys like that. I'm friends with them.
Like Sugentha for example. She may not be 'the dream' but I for one, thinks she's beautiful and wonderfully perfect. :) I understand that yes, it's those guys' loss for not knowing how wonderful she really is but it sucks that they make someone as wonderful as her feel so horrible about herself.
GRR. PISSED GILERRR.
And beside me another heartbreak story. :( Sigh..sedihnye.
Makes me wanna go beat those guys up. =.=
Oh yes, I'm VERY capable.
Don't mess with me. GRR.
The conversation went on to how I explained to her how awesome she is and her denying it.
Sugentha is a really awesome person. She says the most randomest things that can literally crack me up until I had to sit down on the floor to stop myself from laughing, because my stomach hurts so much. She's really loving and caring, and very thoughtful too. Like, when I refused to eat because of *the F word*, she literally fed me. =.= When some of my friends left their plates at the cafe table and left, she didn't want to burden the cleanliness dude, so she took all the plates and put them at the wash section. Ain't she sweet? I couldn't help thinking about the way she feels.
But guys, well not ALL (ain't gonna stereotype cause I know a few wonderful guys) are so influenced by the mass media, about 'hot' and 'sexy'. My friends here told me that guys have that checklist, and that they wouldn't give the time of the day to someone who does not qualifies the list, as in, they won't think about them in that way.
I know the immaturity of this but it's sorta already been proven. I know tons of guys like that. I'm friends with them.
Like Sugentha for example. She may not be 'the dream' but I for one, thinks she's beautiful and wonderfully perfect. :) I understand that yes, it's those guys' loss for not knowing how wonderful she really is but it sucks that they make someone as wonderful as her feel so horrible about herself.
GRR. PISSED GILERRR.
And beside me another heartbreak story. :( Sigh..sedihnye.
Makes me wanna go beat those guys up. =.=
Oh yes, I'm VERY capable.
Don't mess with me. GRR.
Friday, September 9, 2011
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead..
- Someone Like You by Adele. :( Everyone gets sad when they listen to this. Divv, Karu, Henrina..it's like, a bunch of ADELE EMO FREAKS. :/ They'll listen to it in class too and emo. Sigh drama people. I'm the worst though. I cry. =.=''
Past experience or not, nonetheless, it is a good song.
And I love this video.
I cried at that too.
The lyrics :
I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now
I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you
Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
VINOSHA, go listen to this. :P Since you're always asking me for songs.. haha.. :)
The life of a medical student is full of drama. And I just started.
This is going to be interesting ;)
- Someone Like You by Adele. :( Everyone gets sad when they listen to this. Divv, Karu, Henrina..it's like, a bunch of ADELE EMO FREAKS. :/ They'll listen to it in class too and emo. Sigh drama people. I'm the worst though. I cry. =.=''
Past experience or not, nonetheless, it is a good song.
And I love this video.
I cried at that too.
The lyrics :
I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now
I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you
Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
VINOSHA, go listen to this. :P Since you're always asking me for songs.. haha.. :)
The life of a medical student is full of drama. And I just started.
This is going to be interesting ;)
I'm making full use of my VIVAZ PRO WHITE. :P
Yes not like THE IPHONE but, I'm thankful I have a phone! :) :) And it's soo cool. Can slide it up with the keypads..and act all professional padahal mcm kid excited :P
Am I really getting older or younger? I feel like I'm aging backwards =.=''
Meet grace's bunny! .. Guess what's it's name?
BUNNY! :D
I've always been afraid of him..since last time, cause of the way it's body vibrates.. And all of a sudden he just runs..super fast..then at times he just SITS there, staring.. =.='' UNPREDICTABLE GILERRR..
Afraid to hold him but I've improved tons! :D
FAKE SMILE.. =.= I was thinking ''OHH NOO BUNNY DON'T JUMP ON ME''
Grace torturing her bunny. :P
I used to have rabbits when I was younger and still lived in puchong. It was a birthday present from dad. Came home from school one day when Arun came running out screaming ''APPA BOUGHT RABBITS FOR YOU!! BUT I WANT THEM!!'' .. and I was like ''Don't lie please =.='' cause my mum can't stand animals. But sure enough, as we entered the house, ta-da :D I was happy giler.
Then one of 'em died. The snowy white one. I cried for days.. =.= Then mum gave away the other black one so that we won't kill him too.. :( ..
Then my dad bought goldfishes.. :D And we were excited again :D Wee, fishes, so cool kan? :D ..
We killed them too. All of them. :(
Hari & Vino always had pets in their house. Ever since I can remember. It's either the dogs or the birds, or ..well, surely something. And everytime they had puppies, Hari would call me and I'd BEG for one. But mum would always say NO. So I only played with them during sleepovers ..
Then abishek & Arvindra came into this world (dramatic) and my dad bought hamsters :D Two hamsters.
One died.
My dad bought another one.
The old one died.
My dad bought another one.
Both died.
=.=
KILLER FAMILY.
Out of topic. yes you caught me. I don't want to study.. T.T
But I have to.. so yeahh..
Ciaoo :)
Am I really getting older or younger? I feel like I'm aging backwards =.=''
Meet grace's bunny! .. Guess what's it's name?
BUNNY! :D
I've always been afraid of him..since last time, cause of the way it's body vibrates.. And all of a sudden he just runs..super fast..then at times he just SITS there, staring.. =.='' UNPREDICTABLE GILERRR..
Afraid to hold him but I've improved tons! :D
FAKE SMILE.. =.= I was thinking ''OHH NOO BUNNY DON'T JUMP ON ME''
Grace torturing her bunny. :PI used to have rabbits when I was younger and still lived in puchong. It was a birthday present from dad. Came home from school one day when Arun came running out screaming ''APPA BOUGHT RABBITS FOR YOU!! BUT I WANT THEM!!'' .. and I was like ''Don't lie please =.='' cause my mum can't stand animals. But sure enough, as we entered the house, ta-da :D I was happy giler.
Then one of 'em died. The snowy white one. I cried for days.. =.= Then mum gave away the other black one so that we won't kill him too.. :( ..
Then my dad bought goldfishes.. :D And we were excited again :D Wee, fishes, so cool kan? :D ..
We killed them too. All of them. :(
Hari & Vino always had pets in their house. Ever since I can remember. It's either the dogs or the birds, or ..well, surely something. And everytime they had puppies, Hari would call me and I'd BEG for one. But mum would always say NO. So I only played with them during sleepovers ..
Then abishek & Arvindra came into this world (dramatic) and my dad bought hamsters :D Two hamsters.
One died.
My dad bought another one.
The old one died.
My dad bought another one.
Both died.
=.=
KILLER FAMILY.
Out of topic. yes you caught me. I don't want to study.. T.T
But I have to.. so yeahh..
Ciaoo :)
Because Karunya lost her iphone with MILLIONS of pictures in them :(
Ta-da. Make do with second best :P :
In starbucks, we bumped into two kids, who sat and played UNO with us. So cute :) .. And funny thing was, everyone thought they didn't know how to play UNO so they kept bullshitting the kids (not me, I was busy aww-ing at their cuteness haha).. that even when they lost, Sugentha was all ''You have the MOST cards! yay you win!'' .. :) Towards the end though, the girl was teaching her younger bro how to play UNO.. and she was teaching him the RIGHT way.. I burst out laughing like crazy, everyone's expression was PRICELESS. :p
Karunya on my right, don't know doing what o.o''
Henrina & I :p
In the bus on the way back from KL to SG.PETANI. Reva & Ashvinia :)
Back in KL, we had our 3 in 1 birthday party celebration at the park. So the very funny. :P Hilarious gilerr..people were staring at us. Oh well, we party like we're rockstars kan? - so called :P .. Grace & Vi was like high that day. I was - T.T- cause going back to Kedah the next day.. :'(
In starbucks, we bumped into two kids, who sat and played UNO with us. So cute :) .. And funny thing was, everyone thought they didn't know how to play UNO so they kept bullshitting the kids (not me, I was busy aww-ing at their cuteness haha).. that even when they lost, Sugentha was all ''You have the MOST cards! yay you win!'' .. :) Towards the end though, the girl was teaching her younger bro how to play UNO.. and she was teaching him the RIGHT way.. I burst out laughing like crazy, everyone's expression was PRICELESS. :p
Sugentha teaching them high5s :)
The other day in a BORING class.. Henrina & Thiva sits in front of me. Sigh thiva and that killer stare .. Like he wants to eat me up..grr =.=
Divvan on my left, playing the ipad. Concentrating right? :P
The other day in a BORING class.. Henrina & Thiva sits in front of me. Sigh thiva and that killer stare .. Like he wants to eat me up..grr =.=
Divvan on my left, playing the ipad. Concentrating right? :P
Karunya on my right, don't know doing what o.o''
Henrina & I :p
In the bus on the way back from KL to SG.PETANI. Reva & Ashvinia :)
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
There's Always A Place In Me You Can Call Home
Finished studying today's stuffs, and it's not even 6pm yet. I'm a happy child. :)
I guess I'll study some more tonight, and then I can sleep peacefully. Reva was right after all, ''keep at your own pace. It's only when you start following others' paces, that's when you screw up.'' .. My pace is just fine. :)
In CUCMS, everyday was sorta about studying, studying studying.. but in AIMST, honestly, dramaaa gilerrr.. :o You wouldn't really know but I'm quite an observer (people-watching, it's a wonderful hobby really) ..it's not that I'm poking into other people's business, it's just that I happen to see and hear all the wrong things at the right time. =.='' And I don't like it.. I like just having my head filled with education, than stories about other people's lives and lies. =.='' TAK. NAK.
:)
Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for
Henrina keeps replaying this song over & over again. Giving me semangat haha.. :)
I guess I'll study some more tonight, and then I can sleep peacefully. Reva was right after all, ''keep at your own pace. It's only when you start following others' paces, that's when you screw up.'' .. My pace is just fine. :)
In CUCMS, everyday was sorta about studying, studying studying.. but in AIMST, honestly, dramaaa gilerrr.. :o You wouldn't really know but I'm quite an observer (people-watching, it's a wonderful hobby really) ..it's not that I'm poking into other people's business, it's just that I happen to see and hear all the wrong things at the right time. =.='' And I don't like it.. I like just having my head filled with education, than stories about other people's lives and lies. =.='' TAK. NAK.
:)
Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for
Henrina keeps replaying this song over & over again. Giving me semangat haha.. :)
Monday, September 5, 2011
RANDOM
Sunburned terribly =.=''
Back in Kedah and gearing up studying everyday. Kononya everyday actually =.= since it's just my second day back today :P I should go study now..
I've a feeling I'm falling sick. Sore throat, headaches, body ache. But no wayy, I WON'T fall sick. Not here, and definitely NOT NOW. Darshini's immune system, work HARDER please.
Drinking lots of water than I've ever drank in a day before, but yet, somehow I still don't feel enough :P I'm going swimming later, I think. I'm not sure.. I'm sleepy, but need to study..choices, choices choices..
I've got LOTS to blog about, but I've been just saving it in my head, hoping someday, I'd find the time.
Someday. =.=
Gotta go study, have an awesome week! :)
Back in Kedah and gearing up studying everyday. Kononya everyday actually =.= since it's just my second day back today :P I should go study now..
I've a feeling I'm falling sick. Sore throat, headaches, body ache. But no wayy, I WON'T fall sick. Not here, and definitely NOT NOW. Darshini's immune system, work HARDER please.
Drinking lots of water than I've ever drank in a day before, but yet, somehow I still don't feel enough :P I'm going swimming later, I think. I'm not sure.. I'm sleepy, but need to study..choices, choices choices..
''We keep running after people who least care about us.
''
''
I've got LOTS to blog about, but I've been just saving it in my head, hoping someday, I'd find the time.
Someday. =.=
Gotta go study, have an awesome week! :)
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