I want to tell you a secret.
I know I always tell people to be positive about everything. That you can achieve anything if you try.
I am trying to tell myself that too.
BUT this PROFESSIONAL EXAMINATION..well, I don't have this feeling that I'm going to pass.
I am not even nervous. In fact, I feel fear.
No, not fear of sitting for the examination and either passing or failing.
Fear of what's going to happen when I fail.
Yes.
That's all I think about as I'm studying everyday.
And trust me, it's torture.
Feel like walking out that window.
Maybe this..isn't for me?
Yes, that's the other thing that runs through my mind.
I don't like this.
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