Heroes

I've always wanted to try out Heroes because they used to play really cool advertisments of Heroes on tv.

Well, it is less exciting than I thought it would be. Like, I was watching House before I started Heroes and House still have my attention more. Not sure if it's the medical in me talking or maybe something else.

But Heroes does have it's perks. I mean, it is interesting. The different stories and all. I love the characters. I think they truly did put together an amazing cast for the series. And well, Heroes kinda scare me. I'll be watching and I can feel the fear in me, but it's interesting and I'm hooked so I keep on watching. And THAT is why I'm blogging here at 3a.m in the morning.

Everytime I turn the tv off after Heroes (like just now, for example), I get so scared I have to plan my 'escape' to my room before anything gets me. I know I know, I do that ALL the time. But the fear this time is intensified. On the way up to my room, I just keep reminding myself ''Darsh, you're not special! You don't have any ability! You have nothing to be afraid of''. But then again, it's funny how I use THAT as comfort. Because damn, I sure want to have an ability!

Was bored at 2am in the morning in my pyjamas

Have I told you how much I L.O.V.E my Samsung Galaxy S2? She is not only beautiful but she is just amazing. It's like some mini assistant in my hand. I think this is the phone I've been looking for all my life, and I never want to lose this one. For sure.

This holidays, I will be out, getting in touch with the environment, nature, family etc. :) But for now, what I can show you that I will be doing :

Watching HEROES! I was actually gonna buy HOUSE but there wasn't any. So I'm getting HOUSE downloaded. I know I know,why don't I download HEROES too? Haha, because I want to watch with my entire family. And my tv ain't a smart one (I don't mean that figuratively) and so I cannot connect my hard disk to it. So DVDs all the way. I got HEROES because I want my brothers to be able to enjoy it too.

Actually finishing this book. This book is so deep and very depressing. I stopped reading this during my first year as I needed my optimisim and positivity to get me through the exams. Now I'm done with first year, I can actually do deep and emotional reading.

And read two other books. Beautiful is mine, Henny read it and told me it's good and I should read it asap (which I'm actually gonna do after a few months haha). And Jo's book the tatoo. Jd told me it's good so I'm gonna give it a try. :)

And cut my hair! It's so heavy and all over the place, it annoys me. When I took this picture, it scared the crap out of me. Especially since it's raining heavily outside, with thunder and all. Andddd I editted it in black and white to give you the chills. Ju-on. Maybe? No? haha..

Kays, the rain is getting heavier, I shall go sleep now. Lovely weather. :) Night!

Found this!

So I was just going through my stuffs. I am actually a hoarder. I just save everything, can't throw it away. I have emotional attachment with almost everything I have. Um, no not almost. With EVERYTHING I have. So I was just going through all my treasures/stuffs when I found ... half completed scrapbook Vi and I worked on during the holidays after our SPM! :)

We wanted to make a scrapbook that contain all our amazing memories and awesome people in our lives back then.

The first one. I have no idea why I can't rotate this grr. This was the plainest one cause it was the first that we did. Haha.. Our graduation!! We were gonna make another one with the entire class too :)

 Check out our blue robes!! ROCKING THE HOUSEE! :p 

This one was made about all the important people in our lives back then. Haha, it's kinda funny how some people aren't in our lives anymore. Oh wait, she kept those with her. I realised that the important people in Vi's life back then is still the same right now. But for me, there's a few people out. And haha, if you asked me back then would I be sad, I would have said DEFINITELY. But now, I'm cool with it. Some people just have to go I guess. Memories made, lessons learned. :) But thanks to all of you for having made me smile at least once back then! :)

 It was name PIECES because everyone were pieces of our lives. The 'I' is missing though. And have you noticed the photos are placed on a puzzle piece?? :D Ain't that cool! Haha, and the blue paper is scribbled with all our favourite songs :)

This one is about the debate team. And how far we journeyed. Every member is included here. And the yellow circles are 3D! They are soft and they stick out! :)

 Again, background scribbled with craps :P haha

This was our class! 4 Science 1 and 5 Science 1. Spot us! :)

This is my FAVOURITE! The Debate Moments we had! Of course we couldn't put them all in here. But here's some of it. The meals we had, debate party, our craziness at Tesco after a win (or was it a lose? haha). See, can't remember whether we won or lose but I remember the fun. Life is like that! :)

 You can see us all smiling happily. I love my debate team and my debate experience!

This was suppose to be a surprise to others too. We planned that once we completed the scrapbook, we would snap pictures of it and tag everyone in it on facebook to show them how important they are in our lives, that they made a difference. :)

So this is the half-completed scrapbook. We just got too busy I guess. With life.

Random

I'm not good at expressing my feelings, so I keep everything bottled inside. Half the time I want to tell people what I feel, but I don't even know how to. So I remain quiet.

But that does not mean I'm just filled with everything dark or sadness. That's one misconception people have about silent people. That they're just ''sad''.

That's wrong.
I'm just bursting with everything colourful on the inside. :)

Too colourful, too much of everything nice that I do not know how to express myself.
It can get rather confusing.

The end of Year 1

So results came out and thank God, I passed! I passed first year! That is so awesome. I was very relieved and was so happy. Like crazy. It was all His blessing and His grace for sureee. Thank you dear Lord for everything!

However, I couldn't really be that happy. Some friends got supplementary (but they will make it for sure) but one of my friends failed. She has to repeat first year. And this makes me sad.

Because all I want is for all of us to make it through all five years.
Graduating medical school.
Together.