Strong

I don't want the world to see me.
I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything seems to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

Been having a really bad month. And it keeps going downhill.
But I'm trying to be brave and positive. I can do this!
I am strong. I have come so far and I have handled worst situations that this. I can definitely handle what they throw at me.

What doesn't kill you makes you a stronger person after all.
God, please give me the strength and courage to face these challenges. I am nothing without you and am everything with you. I pray to the holy spirit, to guide me. To Jesus, to walk with me. I cannot take this path without you.

 I want to learn to use my strengths for the good  and work on my weaknesses to be better.

I need to believe that I am strong.

The Night We Rocked To Avril

I had a good day today! Vivian really want to win rock zone tickets for the avril lavigne competition. So my friends and I got together and recorded a bunch of videos of us rocking out to avril's song Skater boy. It was so funny as we kept screwing up, though rewatching the videos, I realised I was really bossing them around and telling them what to do. Oops. Gotta tone that down. :/

But yeah, we had an amazing time. Laughed so much. It was great letting loose and just jamming on to good music. We were basically just dancing and jumping around. Which beats the purpose of the competition because we were required to LIP SYNCH. haha.

I kinda doubt us winning because other entries were much more creative and all, compared to us just jumping up and down. It was very fun nonetheless. I dont mind not winning or anything ..but I hope Vi wins those tickets as she really loves Avril. And I think her video is one of the best. Like the best of the best. Haha

That's me messing around with Jo's guitar. I know I'm holding it awkwardly. I don't know how to play it, though I would like to learn. I'm considering taking guitar lessons. Haha.. never too late right?

Darsh, Henny and I. The most awesome girlfriends to have are the ones who are not afraid of making a fool of themselves, letting loose and just having fun. I feel those are what creates the best memories.

That's like 15 seconds of the even longer version of the video. And we have MANY videos. Haha. Just uploading for memoirs sake. :)

Can't forget this night. And I gotta sleep.

Goodnight. :)

Her

I just watched the movie 'Her' and I was honestly surprised.
I can't remember the last time I was actually deeply moved by a movie.
I guess I've been watching really lame movies (of the comedy genre) all these while, so then when one comes along and sweep me off my feet, I'm just like stunned.

I think this is a really good movie for our generation to watch. Tech and social networking aside, I feel that it shows true connection. How two people ( more or less ) can hit it off perfectly. Doesn't matter where they're from, their past, their form or looks. Sometimes you can connect with someone deeply and in every aspect, mentally, physically and emotionally. And that is connection right there. In its rarest form.

Rare because sometimes people let other issues get in the way of it. Ego, being materialistic, popularity .. if this connection comes with a price, people aren't just willing to pay it. Not everyone, of course. Most of them.

Which is just sad, because when you are able to connect with someone on every levels, connect with THAT one or two people out of the billions of people walking the earth, would you not treasure it?

But then again, I think people just take things for granted. They shrug it off now but 10 years down the road, they will look back and think, 'How did I let go of something so special?'. And then comes regret.

Though, if you do have it, and you are aware of it being special and you do not take it for granted .. Well, that's something beautiful. And not everyone is gifted to have that.

Currently....certainly not me.

Him : I've never loved anyone like this before.
Her : Me too ... But now we know how.